Kicking It Under Testo

caught in the lines in between
fairness and hipocrasy
to me it just doesnt seem right
to give wings then expect not to fly
my girl is a cute little freak
monogamys getting to me
Im shot my emotions are fried
I push you away then need you by my side
and I hope that I dont pay for my mistakes
Ive made with your love baby
hopefully I can keep kickin' it under
all the time I get so sick
I dont know if Im full of shit yeah
all the time just kickin' it under
everythings bottled in me
so I freak out and play 'till I bleed
we only hang out when we sleep
shes got to be tired of me