Help Or Hell? Testo

I read what you wrote, heard about what you said.
How can you expect to do this? or to try again.
Your words tear up the chance to do this.
You cling to me, my eyes shut you out,
and before things are back together things are worse now than ever.
I forget to dream, every night without, try to worry about your heart,
now that's we're finally apart.
You eat your words, swallow what you didn't mean.
Blame it on me every single time, round up your friends,
for your support but don't run back to me every single time.