Myself Within Testo

I say that I’m trying to find myself
All I find is a man running the same mistakes
Now I say that I need some time on my own
But I find myself kissing some others lips

Do I lose myself or do I find me again?
Sometimes I aint looking for me
Only trying to find you in every touch
On somebody that I’m not looking for
So I avoid to catch your eyes as we talk
Cause I’m so scared that I will find myself within

A glimpse of hope, a shimmer of light
I never can turn back again
Now I’m left behind I feel overwhelmed
Crashed by thoughts in the dawn of fate

In these times I can’t call twice
It is easier for me to pretend some lies
Too hard to say what you’re begging for
You can not hear words I never spoke