In Melancholy Testo

"this is my heaven and this is my hell"where are the depths that make me fall intowhere is the walk that made me fall with youwhere are the depths, at them I starewhere is the walk that made me darewhere are those impressions that I knewnow all I have are memories of youwhere are those eyes, so nearwhere is sometime agoI crucify my sadnessbut just like Jesus it remainsI bury my tearsbut I know the seeds are fertilepassion isn't everlastingthoughts rise anywayI set my memories on firewill-o'-the-wisps never guide a way55 years ago a god departedtoday for me another life has startedI drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mindI let my tears rain down on me and say it's beautifuland I will travel down and I won't caresome kind of angel looked into my eyesI drown in my own sorrow, revel in my mindI let my tears rain down on me and say it's beautifulthe eyes, here and now and I diefilled with tears born in your eyes, I don't crydelirium, on your side, pass awayoh please don't take it all away