I learned a lot this year.
Confrontation is something I no longer fear.
I'm sick of spilling my guts out on this page.
So I'll say it right now to your face.
I won't hold back from saying things I want to.
I can't, I can't let it build up inside.
I won't hold back saying things I need to.
I've held this in for so long and wasted time.
I won't hold back from saying things like:
I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you were mine.
I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you would die.
And although these things should be weighing down on me,
I'm still the happiest I'll ever be.