The Loss Testo

Sick with myself, but I've got no one else
So I give it to myself, it's the only thing that helps
It's the same thing, this pain thing
That keeps me from sleeping
And screaming, that God
I must be motherfucking dreaming
And I can rest in peace
And at least cease to be
Cease to see those things in me
That make me want to cease to breathe Cease to need, cease to feed
Sickness that's in me
This is all that I can be
I can't breathe as I bleed

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry, it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left
I know that my mind's near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

Have you ever met a living legend
Just a real friend Who planned his end?
And where do I begin
He said it was pretend
And when the bullet went through
It took more than just you
It took two, it was you
It was me, and suddenly
How could someone say they're helpless
And then they act so selfish?
You put me through hell with this
So fuck you let's just end it
And what about our friendship?
What you did was senseless
You thought you found an exit?
Like I said let's end this

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry, it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left
I know that my mind's near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I just wanna say goodbye
Disappear with no one knowing
I don't wanna live this lie
Smiling to the world unknowing
I don't want you to try
You've done enough to keep me going
I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine for the very last time

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry, it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left
I know that my mind's near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left