Long Way From Celebrating Testo

I'm only here trying to make a living
I need another midnight idea
Forty-five ??? lay abandoned
And my discount disappeared
Two lines written in the papers
And one of them is my name
I'm a long, long way from celebrating
And it's never gonna be the same

Do I miss you? I don't know
I just need something
For my soul
As I'm a long, long way from celebrating

Ever since I knew that you were crazy
You're like a human TV
Spending time with you is some challenge
With a reaction guaranteed
We'll all be home in time for tea and bagels
And let them lick the pattern off the plate
But I'm a long long way from celebrating
It's gonna be bitter sweet

Do I miss you?
I don't know
I just need something
For my soul
As I'm a long, long way from celebrating
Would I miss you?
I don't think so
Just give me something
For my soul
As I'm a long, long way from celebrating

Do I miss you?
I don't know
I just need something
For my soul
I'm a long, long way from celebrating

Would I miss you?
Don't think so
Just give me something
For my soul
An I'm a long, long way from celebrating