Can't Admit It Testo

I call to talk late at night
And I'm crying
When I told you everything's alright
I was lying

I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it

I thought I knew what it was
That I wanted Beginning to think I was wrong
Can't admit it

I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door
I wouldn't really leave it

I never been one to walk
Through the fire
I'd rather jump from the top
Ended flying

I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door
I wouldn't really leave it