PTSD (Post Touring Singer's Depression) Testo

Honey, I'm home
Come and kiss me on the cheek
Son, how'd you grow a foot in just three weeks?
There's lightbulbs out, it builders to me
Man, It gets real so fast
Picking up the pieces of my broken bones
Feelin' pretty old after forty-eight shows
Yeah, I lost weight, thanks for noticing though
I'm tryna keep the demons down
Still don't know if I can shake the shakes or kill the chills
But maybe I can try not to die inside

I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown

Wanna see a movie?
I'm a little bit high
Let's try and find one you haven't seen this time
Just make it kinda early, It'll be just fine
I promise I won't pass out
School teacher conference while I'm still on the wheel
Hell-bent hamster chasin' ephedrine pills
Lookin' for the mail instead of lookin' for a thrill
Am I wakin' up or comin' down?

Still don't know if I can shake the shakes or kill the chills
But maybe I can try not to die inside
I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
Yeah, I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
Oh, Im headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
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