Creating a hell Testo

Save me from myself

Could you please explain this word
To me it's confusing, It's so unreal
My answer to this chaos is devastate it all

Take me as I am and lead me into frustration

Hey my friend you better think twice
It is no game, it's your life Bloodshed is what I like
Remember this is your life
In the end you are always wiser
But this pure aggression
Takes me higher and higher

Take me as I am and lead me into damnation

Being my own master