Stop/Start Testo

is everyone here?
i get so nervous,
it's such a long, long drive.
i cannot stop,
even when you say
that i worry way too much.
and here is safety, i...
i just don't expect
and so i wait for it to stop.
i guess i should say
i'm still sad every day
but i've never been so broken and still so alive
and you are safety, i...
i want to expect and so i wait for it to start.

it's just like they said.
i realize.
i'm growing old before your eyes.

[from sidecho.com]