This Time Testo

This time I won't bend,
it's the emptiness I feel when there's nothing that turns me on
this time I don't smile
It's the feeling that I have when I hide behind a finger.
This time I'll betray 'cause someone did it to me,
'cause you lied more than I to you
This time I won't fall, 'cause at least I've got my self to trust
..again..like always..
..and in a minute there is nothing to bear..

I'm getting over that, over again
this time I'm ready
if I could keep myself from love..whenever I decide I'll be the ruler
"this time I will, this time I will not" that's what you left me
trust again or never trust any other day of my life?

This time I won't clash...but the emptiness I feel when there's
nobody, nobody around
it's already bringing me to kill not to be killed and forget to be remembered
I said "this time I won't depend on anyone"
but look I'm here now...
honey let your very soul be mine for a moment..
..and in that moment, oh god, nothing to bear..
..in that moment I've got nothing.

I'm getting over that, over again
this time I'm ready
if I could keep myself from love..whenever I decide I'll be the ruler
"this time I will, this time I will not" that's what you left me
trust again or never trust any other day of my life?