Testi Soundtracks :: S

So maybe I am bound by fate

A problematic scarring, induced by hate

It never seems, to all pan out

Is that what all this teaching, is needed to scout

You seemed to have, a bad effect

Your rules and contradictions, I would neglect

Though not my fault, you made me feel

Like my own education wasn't truly real



Then you came right in, tearing out my soul

How could all this loss, be your only goal

I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold

Since you took your life, mine has not been whole



So there I stood, a scolded child

The reasons never questioned, my pains been filed

Inside this place, that makes me feel

I learned life is unfair, and that is very real



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While you try to overcome the lesson

Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing

I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have

Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad

To put me down and stick me in that little pit

Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit

Then I became the person that you hated most

Disrepecting the father, son and holy grail

A small example of what the things you've done to me

Have changed in my little life and changed the things I'll never be

I'll never be



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