Restless Testo

the sky seemed far awayi tried to make sense of a thoughtless dayno disappointments stale words always know what to sayi took a train to olympia and realized once again how big the world wasi had forgotten how to breathe, we sat on the mountainit seemed like i could touch the sky, no distractionsand i thought about the word freedom and what it really meant for mebecause you see, sometimes i don't feel so free when i'm stuck here in the cityi fell asleep on the side of the mountain and i woke up to a peaceful morningi took a deep breath as i stared across the canyon exhaustedhard concrete screaming my nameanother year for me of worthless destinyi've been waiting for the perfect time to screamholding on and waiting for a better dreami let so many slip through my fingersas i watched the clock fade into the morningso i smoke another cigarette as the sun rose over the citybut it didn't shine on me, sleep has never made me happy what's left for me hereanother lonely winter night, street lighs and a sleepless dream dismantledwords of indifference fall like rainimmersed into reality we all search for inspirationsometimes it's really hard to findbut i found it on the mountain, now i'm back and i feel like i never leftsometimes i don't know where to goa friend once told me to follow my dreams but lately i've been asking myself"what does it mean to be free?" restless, someone tell me what to believei waste my days on an old fantasyit's not the way it used to be