Fear Of Flying Testo

My every dream makes into a lake-black balloon
And I just leave them laying here to fill the room
I was careful, don't wanna break them
But it's hard

I wish to tell you how I slept through all my life
Waiting for letters that will make me back and leave
I couldn't do this anyway
But I'm too proud to admit it
Doing trust me in say
Now I'll be okay
Now I'll be okay 'cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm still not quite there
Still not quite there

I eat my everyday without a pinch of spice
I keep my head down so I don't look at the balloons
I've got nothing to lose
But what about my heart?
What about my heart
Heart (x5)

Doing trust me in say
Now I'll be okay
Now I'll be okay 'cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm still not quite there
And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
All falls on my...
And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
Isn't that the best excuse?

I'm not admissive 'cause it's how I chose to live
I'm not predacious, have no guts to choose again
It could all change in a blink of an eye
But that's the reason why
It will never change

Doing trust me in say
Now I'll be okay
Now I'll be okay 'cause it's nobody's fault
It's just that I'm scared
I'm always so scared of flying

(And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again
All falls on my...
And it all falls on my head again
All falls on my head again...)