Phantom Testo

Why
Do you feel you've gotta lie?
I can see it in your eyes
Something you could never hide

I wonder why do I do this?
I'm constantly contemplating my life, but I can't rewind
Move forward
I'm looking for these answers that I cannot find
So I cry to the sky Like sometimes I just wanna die
With all that I've dealt with
Yeah maybe it's selfish
But I cannot help it
Then I won't be living a lie