Testi Soundtracks :: W

I would love to be better

I would love to be free

I would love to be perfect

When you look at me

But instead I'm still crying

Yes instead I'm still lyin'

Sad to say I'm still tryin'

Not to be me

When I see all the weakness

That I turned into sickness

I still think I can slide

Just fine on the ice

It's not easy to be honest

Sometimes I'm just astonished

Heartache can lead to the tru--



Why do I lie?

Is it just to get by?

If I give up my lines would I die?

If fortunes are favored

Then I am enlabored

And I'm tryin' so hard to leave lyin' behind.

(lyin' behind)



I don't want to be hazy

I don't think that I'm crazy

But I've had some moments where I am not sure

And if you can forgive me

For just being human

Then I will try harder

To keep my words pure

I could be on the border

It could be a disorder

But honestly I think that I can't come clean

All of my stories

Might even be boring

If I could tell you

What they all mean



Why do I lie?

Is it just to get by?

If I give up my lives would I die?

If fortunes are favored

Then I am in labor

And I'm tryin' so hard to be (lyin' to hide)