Distance Testo

I dug my own grave long ago, filling it with thoughts of you. can't you see through this hole in my side? please hear me, love... bleeding out this pain for you; and I remember... she said, "I miss you, I care for you". all hope died on that day. losing myself in the teardrops staining those days. I remember that I died once, but no one was there. dirt falls, covering the evidence that is me. two handful, lost my grip. she said, "please love, don't leave". all this bleeding and what for? [I let it fall again] somehow you missed that this was a beginning for me. farewell, love; it's time to put this leftover to bed. so cold to me. this love, it feels me. I remembered that I died once, but no one was there. that time I called. but all it was, was gone. an end to all of this?
the is the end