Going Through Changes Testo

Was going through changes
They’ve been coming for a while
Was hiding from dangers, that I heard in the bright nights
And I hold up my hands
This will be, my final stand, before I

Everyday when I wake up I get up and look at my face
What a disgrace
That’s what I say to myself most days
Cause the shame that I feel For losing myself to the Vicodin pills
Held me like crutches
Usually not one for holding on grudges
But I still I won’t look at myself in the mirror
I just won’t touch it, I still do not love it
I’m haunted by every selfish decision
And maybe I’m broken, and not meant for healing
It’s seems that way, losing my mind by the day, likе I’m yielding it
This is some serious shit, fuck any imagе I’m as real as it gets
Stopped at cross roads of life, change, it is what it is

Was going through changes
They’ve been coming for a while
Was hiding from dangers, that I heard in the bright nights
And I hold up my hands
This will be, my final stand, before I

My heart’s like a battlefield bloodied and bruised
From all of the changes that I have been through
My mind is a mess, I can’t process Or deal with things that happened in the past
All the loved ones I lost, my family moved out
I take pills to cope, or I cry and I pout
But none of it works, it’s always the same
A day spent on drugs otherwise I’m in pain
All of these variables I need a constant
Planet keeps spinning it’s driving me bonkers
Don’t think you get it change made me psychotic
The drugs that I take usually make me robotic
Pathetic, I’ll be the first to admit
One day you’ll hear I’m in the mental clinic
Come visit, cause I’ll be alone
All of my friends are gonna be gone

Was going through changes
They’ve been coming for a while
Was hiding from dangers, that I heard in the bright nights
And I hold up my hands
This will be, my final stand