Still I Can't Be Still Testo

Well I don't believe in god But she talks to me all the time And I banish my mother But she holds me when I cry And I have been unfaithful but With me he'll spend the rest of his life Yes I have been forgiven By all whom I've betrayed and loved And I have everything I want Is it ever enough? Chorus: Still I can't be still Still I can't be silent Still I can't be still Still I can't be saved Still I can't be still I can't be silent Still I...still Well I don't believe I'm beautiful but At least I've got my sister's smile And I resist the muses yet They sing to me in exile And destiny is not deafening But it hushed me like a child And every time I feel as though I'm closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though I feel revived- Chorus The insatiable peace Of my quest for true serenity No matter how hard the rain The thirst is neevrending No matter how many friends Or angels been sent down to take me away They can't make it okay And every time I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though i feel revived- Yes every time I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though i feel revived- I don't believe I'm beautiful But least I've got my sister's smile And I resist the muses yet They sing to me Still