To Be Testo

(Verse 1)
I grew up from the hood on these very streets
learning things that people never thought they will need
Fighting in so many wars trying daily to stay alive
but what I can I do this fire is already been ignite
Too bright to see what was the cause of the fira
Theres no looking back so why even try to botha
If you see the image in my head that would be all bad
Nuthin more then pain and tragidy that the meds can't fix
day by day and night by night so many things has crossed my very 2 eyes
Arguments, Debates, Confernces about my every day life
What is this bullshit your telling me see the light
trying to change me but why change me
why not change you to act almost just like me
maybe you will see what I have very seen
there is no close friends just very close enemys

(Choruse)(2x)
You want me to be a good man
You want me to be something That I can't
How can I follow your rules when I'm just an outlaw
All I know is work for yourself and trust no one

(Verse 2)
tears cover your eyes when I leave the house
Just like a sun raise your pain will soon shine it self
You give me a bible but I just through it out
I trust the lord but when your on the street do for yourself
no help don't beg just hustle and flown Stack hella money so I can make my dream just go
but the life that i lead is still dark and mystery
anyone you know can eventually put you on there hit list
I hate this ohh Why it gots to be like this
Fuck the complain man, I just gots to handle it
Looking into faces of the people who I once once ver yknew
Then look at all the people whos be there since my very roots
From wearing tinny shoes to wearing soldiers boots
Who gave me that extra energy when I need the boost
Hearing them pray to god just to let me live another day
Wishing upon them stars making sure I come home safe

(Choruse)(2x)
You want me to be a good man
You want me to be something That I can't
How can I follow your rules when I'm just an outlaw
All I know is work for yourself and trust no one