Let's Be Honest Testo

It's time I face facts that I can't change. Three years gone by, I'm not the same. Maybe you could stop by, I need your help. Cause I've brought this, I've brought this all upon myself.
And maybe I, maybe I'm a self-defeating bastard after all. I tried to walk before I crawled. Maybe I, maybe I should give up on these notions after all I've got no place to call my home, I guess I'm lost.
"Don't you get tired of giving up?" I said to myself. I'm working so hard to change the world but no one can tell.
I've tried so hard to find some peace but some things won't die, they plague your brain and she said, "well hell no I'm not a pessimist but I'm sure as hell not a fucking optimist, when the whole world falls down we can sort each other out."
And maybe I, maybe I'm a self-defeating bastard after all. I tried to walk before I crawled. Maybe I, maybe I should give up on these notions after all I've got no place to call my home, I guess I'm lost.
Well Chad came over the other day just to show me that he cared. I guess some things will never change, I've got my closest friends here