On My Way Testo

Look my home town is crazy i'm living here hoping to wake up the next day cant find a way to escape this pain that they brang to me im surprise i havent died im to alive to be in a casket wit my family looking down at me tears falling sad family no talking just killing sad endings for humanity and loyalty im on my way help me gimme a boost that i deserve to take and be giving me life as i rise to be giving a speech and telling things like facts and secrets but dont ask me because i only tell the people that were really there for me im always messed up in the head somewhere else my eyes shutdown my brain is dead im hurting really bad and other people stare cant stand it untill im older i shall live untill im older im so confused im loosing it nd im always rude i dont care at all if i live or die because either way ill be a legend in life i cant speak theres nothing left im to good for yall thats why i didnt except im always here thinking about my death is it going to be gruesome or all natural i'm posted up im trying to find to sell the next needle im on my way help me gimme a boost that i deserve real talk i hope i live to get older i dont wanna live a short life as a gangbanger its hard to see all those children staring at me and they dont notice it they say im all just a joke well i think im not real but its up to you to choose wether or not you gimme the deal.....