The 13th Testo

Here's all I am
An illusion I am
Remain unseen
An intrusion I am

Was born a ghost
Lived as a lie
Prey to my woes
I hail your words
But I'm unheard I don't belong

I don't know how to feel alive
And I don't know if I'll ever be home again
I don't know if you'll ever see me fall

I bear your lies
Your words of pride
Despise your codes
Repent my oath
Resent and loathe
The one above

Why did I become the one here and now
Everything that you need is just a vow
Remain in silence, a broken alliance
A traitor to life, to love, to all that we know