Young Drug Testo

It’s getting late again
after a nothing day again
I’m in my diary long into the AM,
The same story over and over again
Over and over again,
Over and over again

You text me out of the blue –
What, to confuse?
(Is it still me you’re afraid to lose?) You wanna keep your goddamn muse?

Well whatever the f*ck you’re holding onto
is just some b!tch I made for you,
is just some b!tch I made
to survive you

Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked

Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
to live a lie I created just for you
I locked away the terror in your room

Yeah whatever the f*ck you’re holding onto
is just some b!tch I created for you

Fragile, perfect
Green, immaculate Open wide,
Young drug,
Possessed,
Obsessed
My quest:
Become the high
Become the life

Throw away the key, the silent
tyranny inside of me,
Which you was it
that spat all your fear at me?

But now, I see
there was one of you and one of me
Yeah you were all of it,
You were everything, oh

Whatcha know about what this feels like?
Waking up from a perfect dream in fright
I gotta kill the parts of me you liked

Yeah whatcha know about swallowing violence
to live a lie and keep everything cool
I locked away the terror in your room

Yeah whatever the f*ck you’re holding onto
is just some b!tch I created for you
I never knew which you I’d come home to
I learned perfection for every damn side of you

Yeah whatcha know about what that felt like
Two of you but only one could love
I never knew whose bed I’d go back to

But now I see what was right in front of me
There was one of you and one of me
You were all of it,
Yeah you were everything –

You are not two people

Yeah whatever the f*ck you’re holding onto
is just some b!tch I created for you

You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything

You were all of it
You were all of it
You were everything