Susie Testo

Testo Susie

I'm angry with you
'Cause I've known you for a while now and I'm watching you disappear
So I'm leaving this place
I can't take it anymore, I can't stay here
I can't stay here

I've been a drunk sitting bow-legged and burnt lunged
Trying to make impressions that I can't keep up
'Cause none of these people are looking out for anyone
Is this what you want?
Yeah, is this what you want?

Maybe I'm bitter 'cause I wanted you to choose me
We talked about the world and now it feels like you'd give it up
For handfuls of distractions in the forms of crystal glasses
And for doorways that eventually just lead to lulls

'Cause we get so drunk and then empty out before we're filled up
I think you're angry and you just refuse to feel it
And I'm peeling off like dead skin upon a deer carcass
I miss your heart darling
I miss your heart

Do you love him?
Do you really love him?
Have you forgotten our quiet glances in the park?
I think you should leave him
Yeah I think you should leave him
And if that is uncalled for I just do not give a fuck
'Cause I think I've gotten into some awful trouble
Wanting you around me no matter how
No matter what
I keep it in my heart
Yeah I keep it in my heart
Yes I keep it in my heart
And slowly I can feel it rot