Staring At The Ceiling Testo

I've always felt like a second-tier human
Down on my knees while I try to feel something
I've never liked my own reflection
Cause Looking at me I felt disconnected

They made me feel like a second-tier human
Still hollow inside cause they bled me dry
And I never hoped for disconnection
I always hoped I'd feel good inside
I wake up tryna chase the feeling
But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling
Left my keys in the back of a taxi
Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted

Nothing but love for this second tier human
I always hoped I'd feel good inside
Holding me up while I try to feel something
I'm growing up to feel good inside
Yeah I'm growing up to feel good inside

I woke up tryna chase the feeling
But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling

Left my keys in the back of a taxi
Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted

Can't slow down and I got in the way
Cause I'm so fucked up can you say it again?