Not Sorry Testo

Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do,
Just not in the ways that you'd like me to.

I've never felt this cold.
I think it has something to do with the fact that I lack
any confidence in myself.
I just find it hard to believe that I was something special,
when you were doing "something special" for everybody else.

Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do, Just not in the ways that you'd like me to.
and I don't want to know that you miss me..
and I don't want to know that you're sorry.

I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.
I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.

You see, I used to wear my heart on my sleeve,
but your touch was always colder than the air you breathe.
Well, I guess that's what made it freeze.

I spent every single day worried and afraid of what might be,
but I just told myself, "I'm sure it was nothing."

I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.
Don't be sorry, you'll be better off if you just forget about me.

I hate that now, I have trouble trusting people I should.
If I could forgive and forget, and move on, then I would,
but how could I forgive someone that stabbed me in the back just to get to my heart? (I hope that you miss me) They say nice guys finish last, but I was fucked from the start. (I hope that you're listening)
Tell me, was it worth it?

I can see honesty in your eyes
for the first time, when you say that you're dying.
You dug yourself into a rut, looking for a way out.
How can you say I'm hurting you, after all that you've done?
Stop looking for people to blame, just cause you fucked up.

I wish there was a way to explain the amount of pain you've caused.
I wish there was a way to get back all that time I lost.
Well, maybe someday you'll find someone that'll treat you right.
You'll save time if you don't check bed by bed, night after night.