Car Crash Testo

I don't hate myself, but I can see that I may be easy to loathe
And I like the way that makes me real
We're all actors playing in a show
We're all acting someone else you know
But I forgot my lines lately

Cause I wonder how I got so far
I wanna crash into a car
Crash into a car
Crash into a car
I don't rate myself but I've deceived you all to think I'm a pro
And I hate the way that makes me feel
We're all boxers punching through the blows
We're all on the ropes until we fall
But it's still over too quickly

And I wondеr how I got so far
I might just crash into a car
Crash into a car
Crash into a car

Write it off if I can spare the dough
With my luck, you know I nеver know
Probably end up in the dam that breaks
Instead of floating in outer space
Stuck a meditation CD on
Pretty soon I'm feeling kind of calm
Then it hit me like a lightning blast
I'm the traffic I can't get past
I cry for help
My mental health
The final straw
I'm going nowhere else

My dentist says I grind my teeth
I sometimes cry myself to sleep
My dentist says I grind my teeth
I get so anxious I can't eat
My dentist says I grind my teeth
I sometimes cry myself to sleep

Right now I'm stuck in the bell jar
I'm burning out just like a star (I should've walked)
I'm scared I'll crash into a car (?)
I'm scared I'll crash into a car (I'm going going nowhere, nowhere too far)