Looking For A Silent Place Testo

What shall I do this night
When I feel my heart sinking in black seas
And my tearing eyes watching the sky
Covered with dark clouds

The rain washes away my tears
And they´re shimmering on pale streets
Like diamonds of morning stars in the grass
Telling about the beginning of a new day
But there´s no new day for me
I keep on walking deadend-streets
You´re gone forever
Nothing brings you back
Only my heart built space for your resurrection

1000 tears in the rain for you
1000 thoughts in hopeless nights
1000 words on empty papers
But nothing brings you back

The day when you died I lost myself
My heart, my soul, my way
There isn´t something more
And I hate my need to breath right now
Why do I have to breath?

Fire burns deep inside me
Loud begins my sad soul to scream
Falling in so noisy tales Even my grave seems to be no silent place