I Can't Grab Hold Testo

It's said undone, what I've seen unfold. No turning back though I wish I could. So strange it seems how this came to be. It's like I'm reaching and can't grab hold.
So here we are, over and over again and every time I lose a bit more. Yet I return like an uninvited guest. It's like I'm reaching and can't grab hold.

When what you see has lost all meaning, what do you do?

I've turned my head. Useless ignorance. So pick me up, I've shot myself down. So distant I could barely see. It's like I'm reaching and can't grab hold.

I could never settle for this. It seems so far. There's no end