Casual Sabotage Testo

Hiding here in camouflage
Until you want me, you love me, you need me
Call it casual sabotage
Confusion's easy

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I don’t understand this on my own
I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist

Sick of staring at my watch
I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head in knots
And I’ve always been perceiving it

I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on
'Cause I don’t understand this on my own

I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist
And burn me down till we’re nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we’re nothin' but friends
Burn me down till we’re nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we’re nothing but friends

I’m just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can’t take this shit
I need to exist

I need to exist