Before I Leave Testo

why'd i put my secrets in your hands?
i'm just trying to do the best i can.
i've made it on my own.
i've waited on my throne
to hear the waves about my doing.
one more and i'll be ruined i believe.

why'd i pick this moment to be brave?
that's the last of all the bills i paid.
don't tell me i've done wrong. i'm not so much as longed to know
the ways that you were taken.
but i'll live to see you shaken from the trees.

i've made up my mind, i'm coming clean.
you've left me no choice, now let me speak.
i'm leaving tonight, but i wanna see my
baby before i leave.

there's something i must do
i know you can't refuse
the way i get when i'm decided
the more to keep you frightened while you sleep

i've made up my mind, i'm coming clean.
you've left me no choice, now let me speak.
i'm leaving tonight, but i wanna see my
baby before i leave.