What Might Be Testo

i never thought i'd speak again
i spent my best years on the fence
i often wondered if my life would be the same
if my mother hadn't given me a name
what might be still haunts me
when i dream

i wagered much more than i had
then waged a war to take it back
what might have happened had i gone a different way?
would i wake at night
and still regret that day?
what might be still haunts me
when i dream

tell my dear friends i'm back again
i've proved myself
through wind and fire and rain
make sure they learn from my mistakes
what i wouldn't give i couldn't gain

i want my ending to be swift
cut off the chains and let me drift
who looks for me when i have lost myself?
who answers me when i call out for help?
what might be still haunts me
when i dream